My day and Christmas thingy
Wow, why I’m soo eager to write today. I wrote for “about me” part in myspace.com. For me, it’s kinda crazy to reveal myself. Well, worth to try :).
I thought about the book that I just looked, it’s an interesting book… too bad, it’s in Chinese. It’s hard when you don’t know much about languages. Yea, my Chinese skill is still poor. What should I do? Of course, learning. Thanks to my good friend, Lulu. She’s gonna teach and review all the Chinese lesson that I’ve been forgetting for almost two years. I left the Chinese Course because of the financial situation. Anyway, I’m going to learn Chinese more detail. Hope she’s able to help me.
Since next month is a Christmas month, no public holidays on calendar. So I’m going to make myself busy with a lot of stuff. Thinking about learning other languages like Korean, Japanese, French or maybe other things. Oh yea, I wanna master my English.
My feeling isn’t good today. Still feel sad… because of the other day thing. I thought it’s my fault... Altho my upline said that it isn’t my mistake at all. Well, I told my downline that she/they should build a new leg, not depend on one leg, and keep helping the main one. After I said that… they’re quiet. I keep wondering whether they’re understand or not. The next day, my upline said that they can’t accept it and feeling down. I’m saying that because I want them to have money from it. Not too much depend on one leg only. They have a good reason to accompany their ‘leg’, they said that they don’t have so many experience. Accompany this leg will gain new experiences.
Oh well, I can’t ‘push’ them too. So, like my upline said, let it happen… then when they realize that they can’t get any money from one leg only, they’ll change their mind…
I want to make them happy. Just like this morning. I sent a happy sms. And look what I got. A ‘mad’ sms from my cousin. She said “Nga usa cerewet! Malas punya upline yang nga ngerti kalo orang uda punya main job (Don’t be soo captious! Lazy to have an upline who can’t understand that I have a main job already). I’m doing that to motivate her… nothing else.
As a leader, I feel bad about everything.. and feel that I’m not doing anything right. What’s wrong with me? I do want them to be happy.. But seems like telling the reality, they don’t accept it. Telling a good news, mad at me. Oh.. well…As I write this blog, I’m sitting in one of the starbucks couch. I was about to leave, THEN…. Infront of me, there is a grandma typical coming and put something on the table… and just sit.. like that!!! NOT ASKING PERMISSION FIRST!!!! What the heck ?!?! Do we need this kinda ‘PARENTS’ ???? HELL NO !!!! If only she asked, I’ll gladly to give the permission. I wanted to get out of here, but seeing this stupid ‘grandma’.. I changed my mind and want to find out how long she will stay and sit like that… Ok, less than 5 minutes, she outta of here… :) I win!!!
Now, I’m going to take pictures of the highest Christmas tree in my hometown…. I love Christmas tree…
When I walked into the cellular shop, I saw this..
I thought about the book that I just looked, it’s an interesting book… too bad, it’s in Chinese. It’s hard when you don’t know much about languages. Yea, my Chinese skill is still poor. What should I do? Of course, learning. Thanks to my good friend, Lulu. She’s gonna teach and review all the Chinese lesson that I’ve been forgetting for almost two years. I left the Chinese Course because of the financial situation. Anyway, I’m going to learn Chinese more detail. Hope she’s able to help me.
Since next month is a Christmas month, no public holidays on calendar. So I’m going to make myself busy with a lot of stuff. Thinking about learning other languages like Korean, Japanese, French or maybe other things. Oh yea, I wanna master my English.
My feeling isn’t good today. Still feel sad… because of the other day thing. I thought it’s my fault... Altho my upline said that it isn’t my mistake at all. Well, I told my downline that she/they should build a new leg, not depend on one leg, and keep helping the main one. After I said that… they’re quiet. I keep wondering whether they’re understand or not. The next day, my upline said that they can’t accept it and feeling down. I’m saying that because I want them to have money from it. Not too much depend on one leg only. They have a good reason to accompany their ‘leg’, they said that they don’t have so many experience. Accompany this leg will gain new experiences.
Oh well, I can’t ‘push’ them too. So, like my upline said, let it happen… then when they realize that they can’t get any money from one leg only, they’ll change their mind…
I want to make them happy. Just like this morning. I sent a happy sms. And look what I got. A ‘mad’ sms from my cousin. She said “Nga usa cerewet! Malas punya upline yang nga ngerti kalo orang uda punya main job (Don’t be soo captious! Lazy to have an upline who can’t understand that I have a main job already). I’m doing that to motivate her… nothing else.
As a leader, I feel bad about everything.. and feel that I’m not doing anything right. What’s wrong with me? I do want them to be happy.. But seems like telling the reality, they don’t accept it. Telling a good news, mad at me. Oh.. well…As I write this blog, I’m sitting in one of the starbucks couch. I was about to leave, THEN…. Infront of me, there is a grandma typical coming and put something on the table… and just sit.. like that!!! NOT ASKING PERMISSION FIRST!!!! What the heck ?!?! Do we need this kinda ‘PARENTS’ ???? HELL NO !!!! If only she asked, I’ll gladly to give the permission. I wanted to get out of here, but seeing this stupid ‘grandma’.. I changed my mind and want to find out how long she will stay and sit like that… Ok, less than 5 minutes, she outta of here… :) I win!!!
Now, I’m going to take pictures of the highest Christmas tree in my hometown…. I love Christmas tree…
When I walked into the cellular shop, I saw this..
wow!!! I decided to take pictures.... you should see this closer...
there... see that, the gold dears and the santa's stuff...
Ok, time to get out of there..... But.. wait, what's that....
it's such a hugeeeeeeeeeeee Christmas tree !!! (note: taken with camera flash light)
Ok. One more shot before I go home..... (note: without camera flash light)
So...which one is cool??
Time to reading reading and.. reading. The two books that I should eat starting next month... uh oh!! :(
awwwwwwwwww !!! :(
posted by c-xlin @ 9:35 AM
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