MAYDAY! MAYDAY!

Today is the International Labor Day aka MAYDAY!! Guess what, Indonesia celebrates it by long march of labors all over the place. And Indo-chinese as the minority in here are afraid to go out to do activities as usual. Why? Coz 'we' (they) still had trauma and afraid that the riot like May 13, 1998 might happen again in here. Maybe it's not same like in any other countries, but in here.. at that time. It's the worst time ever. The Indo Native always making excuse to attack Indo-Chinese...

Well, I'm outside now... but not to far from parents house. Got something really important to do. After this, I might go home as soon as possible. I'm bored if I should stay at home all the time. :-( At the time like this, I feel like I want to live outside indonesia. So I feel worry about myself and stuff... Suddenly I remember about one of my goal... hehehe... Making money right now!!!

Oh yeah, I found the article that relates to riot of may 1998 on wiki http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Indonesian_1998_Revolution
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jakarta_Riots_of_May_1998

Saturday thought of c-xlin

Today, Saturday is end of the month for me as a networker to close down this month's work. It was not too busy. But I realised something, I need to work even harder for incoming month.. I need new friends to get along with... Right now, I'm waiting one of my "granddaughter" to break 21%. She's going to be a platinum soon. Oh I forgot to put her picture in here.. !!
Put it on friendster... hehee

It's taken on my Platinum Recognation Night. She's on the left, and my mentor is on the right :D

My body is so sore today, as so many activities going on lately. And also have to do the household stuff (maid was gone :( ). I was wondered, does this happen to me if I get married?

I'm still wondering about the last goal i want to fulfill. Why? coz I've been thinking about back to school lately... Where I'll get the money? I guess, God would provide it to me. Feel sick with the metropolitan city like Jakarta. Tooo noisy, too crowded, and traffic jams were worse!!!
As soon as I get the money, I'll get out of here !!!! :-D Why go back to study? Coz it's the only way I can live longer in the country I dont really familiar with... and also a good reason to move out from parents house. I feel like I'm not an independent girl like others.

God, help me to find a way for myself... as I walk along your path, your guidance...

Things that I want to share but couldn't say it yet...

First,
I thought about last night conversation with my cousin. She's right. I need to study languages more often, specially english and mandarin. Think of it as an investment for the future sake.. and also help me in my own business. She said that if i 'should' open an business centre overseas, the first thing i should be master is languages.. specially in speaking. This way I can speech very well.

Second,
Finally the pictures of my family and graduation has done. I'm resizing and uploading them into the photobucket right now. Yes, we had a family pictures taking about a month ago. A lil bit upset coz they promised to put all the pictures inside the cd, not the printed out.. Anyway, lets see if I can work things out with them.

Third,
I wanted to say this thing to someone i loved, but haven't get any chance to say it to him. I want to tell him that... I'm really lucky to meet and know him... and to have him.. now, I knew that I wouldn't never find someone like him in my world... And If I could have him for the rest of my life, I'll be the most lucky girl in this world... ever :">