Independence Day for Dewi ;) (A Reminder for myself...)
Dear Dewi,
I'm glad that you made such a great decision today. The same day as Indonesia celebrates its Independence Day. August 17th, 2006 61 Anniversary for Indonesia. A freedom among people all over Indonesia.
When he comes back to you and starts to talk to again. I hope you can control your emotion. Remember, EQ that you've been learning and doing everyday... I know it's hurt... but this happen again, I want you to prepare yourself... for the sake of your heart and of course, yourself... You know what's he doing right now... you understand how he is so excited about his new gf. Don't let him insult you more further. You need to grow up to be an adult. To protect yourself and your heart. You dont want him to ruin your life... again.
After a week or so, before he starts to do 'close thing' with you. You have to warn him... Tell him about this...
G, You know that we've been talking for weeks... and there is something that I have to tell you. This is very serious and important to me... so please listen to me carefully.
Since August 17, 2006 I've decided something for myself... and my future... my project. I'm looking for someone for long-term relationship. A serious person who willing to share the rest of his life with me. I'm turning 28 soon. It's time to move on and get a serious life.... so yea, dates --> bf-gf -> getting married. I've been single and lonely for long looong time, almost my whole life... Don't want to eat my meal alone anymore... or even sleep alone... I want someone to care of, as i'd like to be taken care of...
No matter where i find him, in real or online... I dont mind. If he wants to get serious with me and like to get to know me further in real life for serious relationship... then tell me, come and meet me.... I do understand online thngs is only a temporary thing, sometimes it helps to get to know better or maintain a relationship... so the balance of those are okay with me. And of course, I'll start to learn to like or love him. I dont care where he comes from, who/what he is... Infact, I dont really care WHERE i'm getting married as long as I say I do
If he's not serious... so back off...
And as for you, It goes to you too. But if you want to share anything, need me to listen to your problems... your stories, ask my opinion, or... just talk, you gotta tell me. Tell me with your straight words... nothing else. So I know where and what are my limitations as friends. Honestly, I might still have feelings for you... BUT, I wouldn't like it to screw up my life again. I had enough... took years to get this over and over again.... so tired.. If you really care about me. So, from now on... please stop play games or make fun of me... if you want to talk... just talk... no more games, no more playing.... no more...
You dont have to answer it right now, coz i want you to think about it. When you're really ready with your decision... let me know about it. I hope it's not taking long time for you to think...
There is another thing that i want to ask your favor. This is for my safety and protection....
I want to see your record.... I understand that this might bring you back to the worst past... but I want to see. Either way is okay with me. If you want to let me look at it online, i dont mind...
Because if you don't, when you want to meet me in real life.... i'll definitely ask you to bring your record. Of course, you don't want to feel bad infront of me or else... Beside, you told me about it.. and you know the rest... why can't i see it with my own eyes?? don't you trust me ?
I'm glad that you made such a great decision today. The same day as Indonesia celebrates its Independence Day. August 17th, 2006 61 Anniversary for Indonesia. A freedom among people all over Indonesia.
When he comes back to you and starts to talk to again. I hope you can control your emotion. Remember, EQ that you've been learning and doing everyday... I know it's hurt... but this happen again, I want you to prepare yourself... for the sake of your heart and of course, yourself... You know what's he doing right now... you understand how he is so excited about his new gf. Don't let him insult you more further. You need to grow up to be an adult. To protect yourself and your heart. You dont want him to ruin your life... again.
After a week or so, before he starts to do 'close thing' with you. You have to warn him... Tell him about this...
G, You know that we've been talking for weeks... and there is something that I have to tell you. This is very serious and important to me... so please listen to me carefully.
Since August 17, 2006 I've decided something for myself... and my future... my project. I'm looking for someone for long-term relationship. A serious person who willing to share the rest of his life with me. I'm turning 28 soon. It's time to move on and get a serious life.... so yea, dates --> bf-gf -> getting married. I've been single and lonely for long looong time, almost my whole life... Don't want to eat my meal alone anymore... or even sleep alone... I want someone to care of, as i'd like to be taken care of...
No matter where i find him, in real or online... I dont mind. If he wants to get serious with me and like to get to know me further in real life for serious relationship... then tell me, come and meet me.... I do understand online thngs is only a temporary thing, sometimes it helps to get to know better or maintain a relationship... so the balance of those are okay with me. And of course, I'll start to learn to like or love him. I dont care where he comes from, who/what he is... Infact, I dont really care WHERE i'm getting married as long as I say I do
If he's not serious... so back off...
And as for you, It goes to you too. But if you want to share anything, need me to listen to your problems... your stories, ask my opinion, or... just talk, you gotta tell me. Tell me with your straight words... nothing else. So I know where and what are my limitations as friends. Honestly, I might still have feelings for you... BUT, I wouldn't like it to screw up my life again. I had enough... took years to get this over and over again.... so tired.. If you really care about me. So, from now on... please stop play games or make fun of me... if you want to talk... just talk... no more games, no more playing.... no more...
You dont have to answer it right now, coz i want you to think about it. When you're really ready with your decision... let me know about it. I hope it's not taking long time for you to think...
There is another thing that i want to ask your favor. This is for my safety and protection....
I want to see your record.... I understand that this might bring you back to the worst past... but I want to see. Either way is okay with me. If you want to let me look at it online, i dont mind...
Because if you don't, when you want to meet me in real life.... i'll definitely ask you to bring your record. Of course, you don't want to feel bad infront of me or else... Beside, you told me about it.. and you know the rest... why can't i see it with my own eyes?? don't you trust me ?
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