Thank God, it's monday already !!!!
Wow, time is running quite slow.. and fast.. It's monday here today. My baby will come back home in two days!!! Can't wait to talk to him again... I talked to jira two days ago, said that I missed my baby soo much... She asked me a question, when the longest days i haven't talk to my baby before? It took awhile to answer... "never, usually only 1-2 days or during weekend". When she went to bed, I thought about it. Yeah... I remember, the longest days was like loooong time ago, At the end of year 2004. That was the time when he has a gf or something, and he went to a trip with his family. And we had a fight or haven't talk to each other intensively. The same time when my grandmother died. After that..hmm..... never... He never left on vacation for more than 3 days.
I was doubt about my relationship for almost a week. Last night, when I watched The scholar on StarWorld, cable tv. There is a quote... " You can find something inside a person in few hours rather than years of conversation" (Well,... I need to find the exact quote, but you do understand what it meant). I realised that maybe i should do it anyway, and then I can decide what to do or move on... Jira said that I'm totally crazy to my baby. I guess so. Just now I read a new post from xiaxue. All that seems new signs for me. As much as I want to do it... maybe it's the right thing to do. Pictures, conversations, and stuff like that... really really mean something to me. I want to do the trip and blog them.... like xiaxue. There is an excitement inside me. Money? I think I can save more next month. :D
Anyway baby, hurryyyyy... come back to me... I miss youuuuu.... so much!!! I tried to msg you, but no replies :( Hao xiang ni!!! Hen ai niiiiii !!! :D
I was doubt about my relationship for almost a week. Last night, when I watched The scholar on StarWorld, cable tv. There is a quote... " You can find something inside a person in few hours rather than years of conversation" (Well,... I need to find the exact quote, but you do understand what it meant). I realised that maybe i should do it anyway, and then I can decide what to do or move on... Jira said that I'm totally crazy to my baby. I guess so. Just now I read a new post from xiaxue. All that seems new signs for me. As much as I want to do it... maybe it's the right thing to do. Pictures, conversations, and stuff like that... really really mean something to me. I want to do the trip and blog them.... like xiaxue. There is an excitement inside me. Money? I think I can save more next month. :D
Anyway baby, hurryyyyy... come back to me... I miss youuuuu.... so much!!! I tried to msg you, but no replies :( Hao xiang ni!!! Hen ai niiiiii !!! :D
posted by c-xlin @ 12:51 AM
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